Friends till Death

Assalamualaikum

One day, my lovely friends were leaving the Nottingham for good, means they were graduated. I couldn't describe how deep of my sadness being leaving by my good friends only Allah knows and sometimes i put myself into sadness and thinking what will happen living without them in this uni?

They are my good friends until today.

Dom and Ammir. The two familiar names.

When the new semester comes, I met a friend. A good friend, no doubt. At that time, I would consider myself as 'shy' as I didn't even close with my other classmates and everybody has their own 'clique'. So I was like spending my time with this good friend. Just as a friend as we know each other.

Until one day, I got a text message. It sounds harsh and I just lost my mother that time. I feel so sad and since that day I have tried to get a gap between us.

The text sounds like this,

'Don't you have any girlfriends around you?'

My body was shivering and I just replied,

'Sorry. It won't happen again and I won't be friends with him as I appreciate our friendship more then your boyfriend.'

So, do you get my situation?

Yes. A girlfriend got mad at me because her boyfriend and I always spend time together as a group for studying.

Then, I didn't bother with them until I got a text message from this good friend. I think he didn't know about his girlfriend yet.

No!

I won't be that crazy to tell him. Because, I have my pride.

He asked me for lunch. As usual. Well, we're in the same 'clique' before. That's why he didn't feel awkward just to get lunch for two.

I just replied,

'For new semester, I will cook for myself'.

and I said

'Im sorry for everything'.

Since then we haven't speak and be so dumbly awkward.

He understood.

That was a sad memory I would think of. I just lost my friendship with a good friend.

Then, Allah knows the best. Again. He gave me a new group of friends! Very good friends. Alhamdulillah.

I love them. Thank you Allah for giving me the best opportunity to be with them.